PAST AND FUTURE:

I haven't written in a while but that's because nothing as really been going on. but iv had a few things on my mind lately. namely the Future and the Past. Iv been thrown into some situations lately that where awkward but still bearable...(?) this has made me think about the past. I could stay mad and upset and have my active imagination take over but why put myself threw that? life is going good I'm married to my best friend and even tho marriage is not a walk in the park it has made me grown in so many ways and I'm so grateful for my husband and everything he does for me to help me. Iv been  making progress I'm not the perfect person but i am trying to take steps to be the best Melissa I know how to be. Its good to know that all of us are not perfect and that we are in the same position just facing different things at times. Knowing this has helped me to forgive and forget and I need to focus on whats more important the future! I know it sounds funny but I totally feel like my pups are my kids. I can only imagine how it will be with real kids I'm not sure when they will come but I know my pups are preparing me for them ha ha. Life is crazy at times and I feel like just giving up sometimes, but I some how find a glimpse of hope and pull threw. Life is tough and its meant to be, but its just the way you look at it and take it in that makes the journey worth wild.