Angles on Earth!!!

Its just about a month that Joel has been gone. It still doesn't feel real and just taking it day by day. Ive had ups and downs and want to thank the friends and family that have called, email, and hung out with me.  it means alot to know people are still checking in and truly care.
Ive been writing this lady in Australia that Joel knew she has gone threw a bit of the same stuff I have since she lost her husband almost 14 years ago. Ive never meet her before but I feel like I have and love her dearly I hope I will be able to go over there some day and just give her a big hug! because of the time difference if I'm laying in bed unable to sleep she is most likely online since its day there and she helps me make it threw the night. shes literally an angle on earth sent to my by Joel. I'm so thankful for my close friends who text me daily and talk to me all day about random, and personal stuff.  To my work friends I love them so much for making me laugh daily and feel like nothing is wrong and a normal person again!

To my family no matter if we have had our differences  we put them all aside and show each other we love and are there for each other and that means the world to me I love them so much! my parents and brother and his family i love dearly they are always there for me. My brother has been one of my best friends growing up and he has always protected me. he has helped me with questions i have and the love he has shown is amazing.  MY Larson Family! I'm so glad Joel gave me a sister and 3 brothers and extra parents I didn't grow up in a big family but knowing I'm a part of them and always will be brings so much joy to my heart I absolutely love them and feel like myself around them!

Joel, he was and still is my angle! he is my hero for all that he has done in his life and all the amazing things he has done to show me he loves me and only me! We have gone threw so much for each other pain, joy, forgiveness, and eternal love
God sends us angles on earth in forms of friends and family! I thank you all and love you very much!