Man what a week! I realy need a vacation so bad. Iv been so stressed out and kinda wondering what to do with life. Today has been the most emotional day of all! Today started off with waking up at 4am from a horrible dream and not being able to fall back asleep. Im naturaly a very emotional person so the toughts of my dream keept with me for the remander of the morning at work. Next i got a phone call at work from this realy rude guy who I was trying to help and he kept making me feel horrible. My boss then took over my phone call and then after told me to never let anyone treat me like that again. I hate being an emotional person this kinda stuff shouldnt really matter but for some reason its like magnified by ten times. Im trying really hard to get a tough coat and i hate when people take my kindness for granted and start pushing me around, im not so much a push over anymore. I do still need to work on what makes me happy instead of always trying to make everyone else happy and putting my feeling last.
Iv tryed to hold my head up high and tell myself I can get threw this iv been threw far worse things than what im going threw now, and that kinda helps but only for so long. I hate how my days are so short get up at 5:30 and off work at 4, then I try to work out everyday right after work for an hour, then home to make dinner, take a shower, and get ready for the next day. Im needing something exciting in life where i can feel like im contributing to something but what im not sure yet?
I need to expand my social network and meet new fun people!!! I need something to lift me up and get me in a good mood. Good thing tomorrow is Friday!!!
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